Thanks for commenting Lawrence and Kathy. You were the first to comment on my blog since March 13, 2023. Although I note that between 12 to sometimes 50 people a day read my blog, few if any tell me whether they agree, disagree or enjoy what I say. Thank you again.
I don’t know what to say, Elmer, other than I can only empathize with the pain that you experienced with the whole situation . I admire that you had the strength to say no to your father as difficult as it must have been. The fact that you carried that guilt snd suffered with depression troubled your life for a time , but it’s good that you are able to write and share your dream experiences is admirable and that it has helped you to overcome it and feel better.
As I recall the experience, my response was more of a spontaneous reaction. I did not see my father again on that occasion and so I am not sure what may have ensued if we would have had another opportunity to discuss his request further. My daughter is an Executive Coach at large company and she deals with executives a great deal. She encouraged me to see a Phycologist who suggested I write a letter to my father, explaining my position. She then directed me to read it to a family member and then destroy it. My posting of the dream was not premeditated and of course, I have no idea how this dream came to me as it was entirely different than ever before.
That is the way it happened and yes, I feel like a heavy weight has been taken off my shoulders. It has been a very long time. Maybe it does have to do with Quantum Physics in some manner?
Elmer Verigin 
Hi read your dream. Interesting. I guess we all have regrets from our past. This was a forgiving dre
Thanks for commenting Lawrence and Kathy. You were the first to comment on my blog since March 13, 2023. Although I note that between 12 to sometimes 50 people a day read my blog, few if any tell me whether they agree, disagree or enjoy what I say. Thank you again.
I don’t know what to say, Elmer, other than I can only empathize with the pain that you experienced with the whole situation . I admire that you had the strength to say no to your father as difficult as it must have been. The fact that you carried that guilt snd suffered with depression troubled your life for a time , but it’s good that you are able to write and share your dream experiences is admirable and that it has helped you to overcome it and feel better.
As I recall the experience, my response was more of a spontaneous reaction. I did not see my father again on that occasion and so I am not sure what may have ensued if we would have had another opportunity to discuss his request further. My daughter is an Executive Coach at large company and she deals with executives a great deal. She encouraged me to see a Phycologist who suggested I write a letter to my father, explaining my position. She then directed me to read it to a family member and then destroy it. My posting of the dream was not premeditated and of course, I have no idea how this dream came to me as it was entirely different than ever before.
That is the way it happened and yes, I feel like a heavy weight has been taken off my shoulders. It has been a very long time. Maybe it does have to do with Quantum Physics in some manner?
cheching connections
a beautiful dream; just look at it as a gift from the Divine; no need to over interp.
The advice comes to me “like a rock” especially when it comes from a Geologist.